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Tuesday, October 28, 2008,
Habata itara modoranai to ittte Mezashita no wa aoi aoi ano sora "Kanashimi" wa mada oboerarezu "Setsunasa" wa ima tsukami hajimeta Anata e to daku kono kanjou mo Ima "kotoba" ni kawatte iku Michi naru sekai no yume* kara mezamete kono hane wo hiroge tobitatsu Habata itara modoranai to ittte Mezashita no wa shiroi shiroi ano kumo Tsukinuketara mitsukaru to shitte Furikiru hodo aoi aoi ano sora aoi aoi ano sora aoi aoi ano sora Aisou sukita you na oto de Sabireta furui mado wa kowareta Miakita kago wa hora sutete iku Furikaeru koto wa mou nai Takanaru kodou ni kokyuu wo azukete** Kono mado wo kette tobitatsu Kakedashitara te ni dekiru to ittte Izanau no wa tooi tooi ano koe Mabushi sugita anata no te mo nigitte Motomeru hodo aoi aoi ano sora Ochite iku to wakatte ita Soredemo hikari wo oi tsudzukete iku yo Habata itara modoranai to ittte Sagashita no wa shiroi shiroi ano kumo Tsukinuketara mitsukaru to shitte Furikiru hodo aoi aoi ano sora Aoi aoi ano sora aoi aoi ano sora Labels: Blue Bird Lyric
8:07 PM
Monday, October 27, 2008,
And there was silence, complete and perfect. It was as though the fen had been cut adrift from time and life, caught like a bubble in sacred amber, neither touching nor being touched by anything of the world. Duncan closed his eyes and wondered if this was what death felt like. "Dark warrior..." The soft whisper pulled the ground from beneath Duncan's feet. He spun around. She was there, within reach, wrapped in her golden robes, watching him with eyes that were too dark in a face that was far too pale. She looked ethereal, more fragile than flame. "Amber," Duncan said, reaching for her. In the moment before he would have touched her, she flinched away. "No more," she whispered. "Please. No more. I can't bear it." "I won't hurt you." "You won't mean to. But you will." "Amber." She stepped back as Duncan stepped forward. "You must go from this place," Amber said urgently. "It is too dangerous for you. Erik and Cassandra never should have guided you here." "They didn't." "They must have. There is no other way." Duncan opened his hand. Amber's pendent lay on his palm. "You guided me," he said simply. "That cannot be. We aren't joined in that deep and final way!" "But we are. I am here. If you will not come away with me, I will stay with you in this amber silence." Amber closed her eyes and fought against the grief and hope that were destroying her equally. "I'm sorry, dark warrior. I meant you to be free." "Without you there is no freedom except death." She sensed his movement and would have retreated again, but the ancient stone was against her back. With the last of her strength, she gathered herself not to cry out at the touch that would come. What Amber felt was a pendent being gently placed against her fingers. The instant she felt the weight, her eyes flew open. It was not only her own pendant that had been given to her. It was Duncan's as well. "Take them back!" she cried. "You will die here!" "Breath of my breath," Duncan whispered. "Heart of my heart. Soul of my soul. Touch me." Slowly Amber lifted her hand. When her fingers brushed against Duncan's palm, she cried out. Pleasure not pain. A pleasure more exquisite than any she had ever known before. Crying, laughing, she threw her arms around her dark warrior and held him, simply held him, drowning in the radiant truth revealed by his touch. Around them the air shimmered and changed, sound pouring in as though a bubble had burst, life returning in a rush, geese calling, wind stirring long gasses until the fen overflowed with whispers and sighs, the same words endlessly repeated, weaving a spell that knew boundaries of time or place... I love you. -Forbidden by Elizabeth Lowell Labels: Forbidden
5:07 AM
Thursday, October 23, 2008,
I'm very sad that today is the last day of school . I can't see Nisha next year cause she got to go into express with Gurwin . I'll miss them so much! *cries* Kind of scared to think of going to 3EN next yr . Keep moving forward . Think of the future, remember the past . I just got my hair cut . Looks kind of 50-50.. *-.=* I don't think I'm coming out from my house for awhile . Mummy baked cake just now . It was delishh!! Soft and creamy and a pinch of coffee! Labels: Saddens me
3:52 AM
Wednesday, October 22, 2008,
Well, school was duper boring . Spend my time away by chatting with farhana.. Gurwin's book is, erm, how can i say, interesting? Forget to bring money.. Found only $1.50 but I'm going to keep it . Ayuni sms me in class but I did not reply bck cause my hp bills too high . Sorry I'll remember the fun times we had . I'll always love you guys.. History seemed so hard . I'm taking Geography.. and F&N ! Submit my choice minutes ago . Sleepy! Saving money to buy new comic books (: Altogether I had collected 58 comics.. Passion for something makes me feel complete . Tomorrow got back report book! I feel like going to the hairdresser and cut my hair short . So stuffy! Labels: Ooper Boring Lesson
3:35 AM
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